AQAURIUS RESURFACES
They say that inside every man
There exists a strand of grace
Tied up in the stars above
In the outer rings of space
Every time an old star dies
We can feel it here
In the stillness after summer storms
When the dark clouds disappear
When all the birds grow silent
And the sky grows gold and clear
Lifting up, the storm moves on
To start again somewhere
Have you seen the sun approach
How the blackbird greets the dawn
Spiraling on the southern breeze
She cares not where she'll land
Have you seen the easy way
Her black wings catch the sky
Just by knowing who she is
She knows how to fly
I have seen the passionflower
Opening up at night
It looks just like a far off angel
Opening up her eyes
Every time a strand is cut
We can feel it here
The white birds gather by the coast
The silver star appears
The anemone in the steel blue sea
Cannot conceive of the sun
Everything that she has seen
Is all there ever was
The birds have all grown silent
The storm starts out again
The gods, they cut the strands away
From high above, they hang
Capricorn is moving on
Like a thorn, in my side, she sticks
Aquarius resurfaces
Coming up to take a breath
The tree is branching out again
The sky lays bear her roots
Across the ocean, down the dunes
Green heaven's spiraling shoots
Playing off the pale moonlight
The silver star descends
All the world looks to the north
And offers up their hands
They wake from the collective dream
The sand still wet upon their feet
All the world in lucid sleep
Dreaming of the day they can fly.
THE SUN SETS ON NUI BA DEN
Mountain slopes and fishing boats
Line the Nha Trang Bay
Rising from the jungle's fog
Half a world away
The Cao Dai eye, with dragon's fire
Protects the temple gates
Looking out on Vietnam
The war where the sun never sets
From Cambodia, headed east
As the crow flies, eleven miles
The rice patties there get bombed to hell
When the sky goes up in fire
I don't waste my time with God
He'd kill me if I'd die
I believe only in air support
Wild-eyed angels from the sky
Buddhist temples and banana groves
Rise from the lowland heat
I hear the beasts in the jungle roar
In the place where no one sleeps
All souls run together in the Mekong Delta
The sky, she holds back the rain
The dragon returns, breathing fire
The jungle's on fire again
We walk through hell, holding onto our souls
Our wounds are open wide
Air support is getting close
Descending like gods from the sky
Our empire has a thirst for blood
And an appetite for gold
It's not enough to die out here
They also want your soul
I found a way to heaven
Cutting hell with the opium white
On top of the Black Virgin Mountain
I've seen the all-seeing eye
I sleep under a foreign moon
And sweat under a strange, sad sun
I know I won't be leaving here
Should I make it home
This place, it takes your soul away
And every time I sleep
I feel the hands upon my throat
That stole my soul from me
I see the clouds glowing opium white
In the mountains, so far away
The sun, it sets on Nui Ba Den
Half a world away.
THE WINTERTIME OF THE WOLF
I want to be the angel
That flies too close to the sun
In the wild eyes of the hurricane
From the belly of the storm, being born
I'll walk on gilded splinters
Until I'm burning up
I'll wrap myself in starry space
Looking down on the world from above
Caught between blue heaven and earth
In the wintertime of the wolf
The full moon's riding high tonight
I can feel it pull
The moon, she wants me to herself
She commands me out to sea
Diving underneath the waves
I have found an opening
The birds are flying overhead
To the south, where the orange trees grow
I dream of the days that I spent with the sun
In the east, where the gold waters flow
My wings, they catch the starry night
Above the wild sea
Between heaven and earth, I've found a glitch
Another opening
Like the luna moth, by the night I am caught
When the wolf moon calls out to me
My green wings catch the evening sky
Where heaven falls into the sea
The sun drops down in the distance
The wild dogs howl at the moon
I tie my lifeline to the sun
In the wintertime of the wolf.
TO THE WIND, YOU CAN’T HOLD ON
Sometimes I find a small, lost bird
Who does not need her wings
She has that look inside her eyes
As if carried off by the wind
When at first I see her
I imagine she is hurt
When suddenly, sky turned to glass
And away from the sun, she was dropped
But the little bird, she is not lost
She finds herself there whole
She simply has nothing to hold
And nothing to let go
When she looks so far away
Her spirit, it is wandering
Gleaming in her starry eyes
New galaxies are forming
At night, I hear the faintest cry
I find her in the morning
Sometimes a bird is overcome
By what her heart is holding
I too am a little bird
Carried off by the wind
I do not mind the being lost
If that is what this is
She does not come so often now
Her heart and my heart know
To the wind, you can't hold on
And so you must let go.
OUR LADY, THE FLAME-KEEPER
The radio is playing low
Tom Traubert sings the blues
The wind has swept the sand away
Indian summer raised the ruins
Whatever you do, my darling, my dear
Always try to keep one foot here
How easily you can drift away
When the wind is at your back
These summer days, they stick to me
Sailor's songs drift on the sea
What's been covered for so long
Can feel the sun again
The dog days, they are setting in
And I'm so far away from land
I keep falling in my dreams
Through an opening in the sand
An apparition of the Virgin Mary
Appeared on the beach in the year 1930
Lightning struck rock, and the sand was formed
The sea birds flew off on a late summer storm
Thousands have sailed across the sea
I encounter them at night in my dreams
In the moonlight, we waltz across the beach
Matilda and Mary, the night watchmen flame-keeps
Our lady of light stands here on the shore
Holding a light for all dreamers who fall
Mother of our joys, mother of our sorrows
Guide me through the storm.
OF ALL BIRDS, YOU’RE THE RAREST ONE
Sorrow can clip the wild bird's wings
And take away her will to sing
You must make your own light here
Don't ever let them take it, my dear
My darling, you are a powerful creature
Your black wings catch the light
You carry in your blood the ancient songs
The future is yours to write
My dear, you are a beautiful creature
I love to hear you sing
Guard your vision, hold it tight
Wild things exist on the wind
Some say a comet will block out the sun
Some predict a new ice age will come
Fear clips the wings of the wildest creature
And tames her from the sky
They will try to shoot you down
Arrows piercing through the clouds
It hurts their hearts most bitterly
To imagine you are free
My friend, you come from far away
The place where every dream is made
Feel the quiver in your lungs
Your brave heart, burning bright
Hope can rise up on the wind
It always comes from little things
In your blood, the ancient songs
Grant your heart its sight
Keep singing and news worlds will form
Of all birds, you're the rarest one
Without you, they don't have a song
Just empty arrows in the ground
You were born to catch the sky
From little hopes, the flowers rise
Of all birds, you're the rarest here
Don't ever let them tame you, my dear.
FIRE SUN, WATER MOON
I have these dreams where I am traveling
Chasing the sunsets into the morning
Collecting the magic parts of the night
In the country of ever-lasting big sky
Up in the north country, we get these nights
When you can see every star in the sky
My winter heart, it comes alive
To see it all cracked open wide
I have these dreams of the festival streets
The wind in my hair and the sand on my feet
The seagulls calling in the night
Freedom cracking open wide
Down in the lowlands, we'd get these nights
When the moon would hit the water just right
We'd leave the earth for a little while
Inside the night, we learned to fly
I have these dreams that I am surfing
Catching freedom in a single motion
I come from where the world is blue
On a stretch of sand where the sun gets through
A thousand miles away from my home
I stop and watch the sun go down
My sun is in Aries, my moon is in Cancer
Fire and water are the signs of the traveler
My mother named me for the night
For the path of the soul, traveling through time
You'll find me where the world is blue
Where the night is thick and the dreams bleed through.
THE ONLY SOUL OUT ON THE SAND
I go down to the water
To wash my worries away
I need something much bigger than me
Something much farther away
In the winter, I walk the empty beach
The only soul out on the sand
Time is a circle, you see it there
Where the far blue horizon bends
Lightning splits the hollow sky
The power lines crackle above
Mainlining the source of the universe
Cosmic love flooding into my blood
My blood runs blue like the ocean
My eyes hold the gray winter sea
I get my peace at a distance
From something much bigger than me
I'm the only soul still out on the sand
Before the hurricane begins
Except for the surfers catching the waves
Who exist in a parallel dream
The stars in black space are like beacons
Fellow wanderers in the night
Up where the light is winning
Somewhere on the other side
When the days are short, but life is long
When March is in its ides
Before the springtime floods the rivers
And I've lost my places to hide
In the last cold days of winter
When no one is out on the sand
When it seems like the darkness is winning again
I go to where the horizon bends
My home is where the ocean is
Where the city streets end at the beach
Where the locals surf the wild sea
And a soul can hold onto a dream
My blood runs blue like the ocean
My eyes hold the gray winter sea
I get my peace at a distance
From something much bigger than me.
THE BADLANDS
Where I come from, the canyons are wide
And the sun don't shine on the other side
Our land is so big, our skies are so blue
All of our churches and prisons are full
I come from the country of interstates
Big graveyards of ghost city ruins
Deserts and prairies and mountain towns
Where the cold wind blows right through you
The roads are hard where I come from
You have to get by on a dream
We try our best to hold onto the sky
Our hearts are as strong as our hands
Out here, the masters make the rules
They've pulled up the roots from the dirt
Now every time it rains out here
We sink deeper into the earth
The old gold roads have turned to dust
In our country, we are landless
American dust bowl wasteland blues
Soul rebels born from the badlands
But struggle, it has made us strong
In the mad wind and the rain
Our dreams so vivid, they've come alive
We carry them in our hands
There's a wildfire inside our hearts
And there's a rising wind
The fire we've been holding in
Will burn down everything
Weatherworn, our wills are strong
And greed has made them weak
Their hearts so hard, their hands so soft
With the short-sighted gaze of a thief
The things they rob, they never need
In the badlands, we share the take
The fool who chains his soul to gold
Will be nothing when it all falls away
The hard road tenders up the heart
And builds an iron will
The badlands captives with sacred hearts
Forged from Babylon steel
We cast our anchors to the sky
With not a place to land
Soul rebels with the inner fire
Free-falling through the canyonlands.
THE KINGFISHER
I walk on the edge
Where the sun hits the water
Where the kingfisher dives
Out past the breakwaters
In my dreams I have always
Breathed under water
When the dam breaks open
And the water runs over
With strongest armor
I protect my heart
The things that I let in
Have gotten me lost
In my dreams I have always
Been locked into battle
The rain as my sword
The storm as my armor
I believed in something
Out on the road
I believed in something
A long time ago
In the halcyon days
The sun hit my feathers
I was the kingfisher
At home in the ether
The approaching storm
Never worried me
From the wind, I am born
Of the rain, I am king
In my dreams I can always
Fight back the wind
The storm keeps me steady
The rain keeps me clean
I'm headed back south
To the land of the pines
To relive my dreams
On the breakwater islands
But dreams are so wild
Too hard to recapture
Still I hate to watch them
As they all come unraveled
I believed in something
Out on the road
I believed in something
A long time ago
I am the kingfisher
Tied to the water
The rain is my sword
The storm is my armor.
MY FAVORITE GHOST
Your voice, it broke the silence
Where so often I get lost
Purple crocuses are opening
Brushed with springtime frost
Ghosts roam the empty spaces
Where once I used to go
I haunt the lonely ruins with them
To keep from being alone
I have felt the planet shift
Out here on the coast
Staring east across the sea
With all the other ghosts
Your hand broke through the surface
And you reached down to me
You pulled me from canyons
From the bottom of the sea
We both are lonely wanderers
Wounded as we are
Where we're headed, I don't care
I'd follow you anywhere
This world, it sells illusion
So many dead end roads
I feel alive when I'm with you
I forget that I'm a ghost
We'll wait until the wind's just right
On a chilly, late spring morning
The daffodils will all have bloomed
The lilacs will be opening
We'll set sail across the sea
Side by side, two lonely wanderers
When this crazy world has crushed us
And our spirits have been conquered
Who knows if peace exists out there
But I think that we can make it
The substance of a clear, true heart
Can never be contained here
The horizon was empty when I was lost
But when I felt your hand
I saw the sun melt in the sky
In your eyes, the stars did land
We'll start again out there somewhere
Far from any road
The sun will shine, your hand in mine
Two lonely wandering ghosts.
LIKE HONEY, YOU GET CAUGHT IN IT
I don't know what God is
But I know how it feels to touch it
When time shrinks down to a single point
And like honey, you get caught in it
I could hear the flowers speak
The ants and the honeybees breath
The ravens were the laughing gulls
From my childhood on the beach
The smell of fresh lit cigarettes
Hung softly in the air
I sat and watched the flowers grow
As the hours disappeared
High on the mountain, the cargo planes
Flew over Lost Mile Road
The sound, it shook the cabin floor
And air was thick with ghosts
All points came together
On the forking, branching tree
I could see the banner planes
Flying over the ocean in Surf City
The ones I loved, alive and gone
Were there upon the breeze
Every time I took a breath
They drew closer to me
If this meant I had lost my mind
Then I thanked God for this favor
Time was just a passing storm
And I had lost my anchor
I touched the edge of something big
Like the wings of a butterfly
Traveling on the passing breeze
On a single thread of time
The branches began breaking off
From the sky, silver thread was hanging
I'd pinned my wings to fragile things
And cursed the sky for changing
All was even on that day
The tree, it dripped with light
I spoke to the earthworms, I spoke to the gods
To the forces of darkness and light
Grief had brought me to my knees
And for too long, I had stayed there
Worry was my empty plate
Pain became my master
I don't know what God is
But I know how it feels to touch it
When the flowers bloom, and the breeze is warm
And like honey, you get caught in it.
BENT BEFORE THE SUN
I can feel it coming
Blowing in from far away
I dig my roots into the mud
To keep from blowing away
An anchor wraps around my feet
I drop into the steel blue sea
I ask God, the hollow sky
To restore my golden wings
The bloodline I follow is tied to the dirt
I speak to God from a hole in the earth
Time grows crooked like an old apple tree
Bent before the sun
My anchor sinks through the mud and the clay
Something approaches from far away
The future is written in the pouring rain
It says the sky will fall again
I am the seafarer lost out at sea
At war with my own destiny
Vultures feast on the hollow sky
My roots run deep in the mud
Strung up in the same old place
Fallen from the same old grace
Thoughts are like prayers that the devil can hear
And God is the hollow sky
Maris Stella, the star of the sea
Please extend your hand to me
I'm caught inside this hollow dream
And the rain, it never stops
Between earth and the sun, my soul has been crossed
My golden wings, I've long since lost
My character chained to the endless dance
Where heaven and earth intersect
I pray to God with earth's mud on my hands
The sky is set to fall again
My soul grows crooked like an old apple tree
Bent before the sun.
THE KINGDOM OF HIGH WATER
You are the sun
I am the moon
The black river silt
Where the moonflowers bloom
I am the winter
You are the spring
The sweet thrush's voice
When the birds start to sing
You are the wind
When I'm lost in the clouds
The warmth on my skin
When the sun's shining down
You are the song
When I've lost the words
I follow it back
Like a little lost bird
I can feel your sorrow
Like an ancient injury
That is how I found you
That night by the Atlantic Sea
Like the north star, you're my constant
To the world, you bring back color
Remember where we come from
From the kingdom of high water
You burn red just like the sun
As it sets on the indigo sea
Alone in our togetherness
Two long lost souls at sea.
THE ANGEL NEBULA
Peace flows like a river
That runs away from me
When I close my tired eyes
No colors do I see
The wind came down so hard last night
The color dropped away
It opened up an ancient wound
And stole my breath away
On the day that you were born
The sky lit up in purple
I named you for the angel cloud
After the Pillars of Creation
I close my eyes under the sun
I've run so long, I'm breathless
Static crackles on my skin
My body is electric
When spring returns, new colors come
Brought back by the rain
The daffodils bend toward the sun
The violets come awake
But beauty comes in many forms
And sometimes it is gray
In the tangled strands of dark and light
In sticky, tarry space
On the other side of gray
There are indigos and purples
Like a dream, they pull me deep
I crawl down through a tunnel
I come up where the earth is warm
My body feels electric
The blood is coarsing through my veins
Crackling with static
The maple trees, still bare of leaves
Release their winter sugar
Lilies push up from the mud
And wake the frogs and turtles
They froze beneath the icy lake
When all the world grew still
The sun returns them back to life
An ancient wound is healed
Nothing here is black and white
In all things, there is gray
Nothing here is permanent
And peace, it runs away
I find it in the winter ice
In sticky, tarry space
It's in the color of your eyes
When the sun has pulled away
On the day that you were born
The sky lit up in purple
Glittering with cosmic dust
And flowing like a river.
RABBIT FEARS THE MOON
When I call your name
I can see the night
I aim my arrow at the moon
Shining hard and bright
Snake consumes the hollow sun
I feel the heavens move
Coyote calls to rabbit
Rabbit fears the moon
No longer do I call my fears
Into the hollow sky
My faith is in the distant stars
In the origins of light
The earth has frozen to my feet
And night is coming down
Rabbit hollers at the moon
Coyote hears a sound
Frozen in the full moon's light
I do not call my fear
Shrouded in the veil of night
A point of light appears
I do not know to whom I speak
Each time that I look up
But if my fears can call the wolves
What would I draw with love
My heart is cracking open
Cosmic light is pouring out
I lift it up to show the moon
Coyote hears a sound
He knows that I am injured
My heart, it has been snared
I cannot find a place to hide
The moonlight lays me bare
I aim my arrow at the moon
Her wounds, the same as mine
She draws the worries of the world
And transforms them into light
She shines down on the lonely earth
On the creatures of the night
She can see our every wound
Fractures mended by her light.
ANOTHER BLUE EARTH
I dangle my feet off the edge of the world
Where the river plain willow trees weep
Waiting for the end of the world
Where the wild rivers rush to the sea
The mundane and the mythical
How gracefully, they waltz
In the pale neon glow of the amusement parks
Hand in hand on the glittering street
The weather is so wild out here
I draw a shallow breath
There are pink motels and dollar stores
There are palm trees at the end
Maybe I missed it when I was asleep
And this is the afterlife
Maybe the lightning cracked open the sky
And revealed another blue earth
How vividly I've always dreamed
Finding galaxies in one grain of sand
There are sun-bleached shells and cactus flowers
White sand and blue sea at the end
I've had these visions since I was young
Where I find another blue earth
I stand on the dunes and I start to fly
The heavens crash into the earth
I cannot say that I fear the end
'Cause for me, it has already come
A tidal wave washed over me
I drowned the same way I was born
So now this is the afterlife
And I am letting go
Shaking off the fever dream
Looking up to the sun from below
I have learned to breath underwater
For some peace, at long last, I have searched
Another planet has been discovered
Scientists say it looks just like the earth
I dangle my feet off the edge of the world
Where the river plain willow trees weep
Making my peace at the end of the world
Where the wild rivers rush to the sea.
SPACEMAN
The vampires are coming out tonight
To taste the summer sky
There's something in the darkness
That makes them feel alive
I am just an astronaut
I have no business here
I am always leaving earth
Hoping to be healed
I know you're feeling lonely
For the world is shrinking down
And it can feel peculiar
When you cannot feel the ground
I am just an astronaut
This world is not my home
My nature makes me distant
And leaves you here alone
But gravity won't stick to me
And the earth has bled me dry
Like a feather in the wind
I lift up to the sky
But up here in the darkness
I feel so close to you
You're down there in the summertime
The earth, it looks so blue
We were born from distants stars
From the origins of light
Like wild horses on the earth
Like giants in the sky
I'm searching for our history
In the light of the dying stars
As time goes by, and each one dies
I push further into the dark
At night, we dressed ourselves in black
And dove into the ocean
Those nights, the sky came down so low
We reached right up and touched it
We climbed up on the lifeguard chairs
To be closer to the sky
In space, we were suspended
I could see it in your eyes
On the earth, my eyes have closed
But I have new ones here
They remind me of a summer storm
Dark and silver, gold and clear
In the dark dust of a stellar cradle
Inside the cosmic womb
Your heartbeat pounds just like the waves
On the earth that looks so blue
I wonder where you are down there
On that tiny, spinning dot
I think back to the summertime
I search back through the dark
I hope the light is winning there
And your skin can feel the sun
And when you taste the evening sky
You remember where you're from
You were born from distant stars
From the origins of light
Like a wild horse upon the earth
Like a giant in the sky
I am on a solo quest to the other side
From dust, we are born
Into dust, we are gone
New galaxies born from new eyes.